"Lord, what do You want me to do now?"
 
Almost five years after losing my husband, Ryan, that question began to stir in my heart. My kids were grown, the house was quiet, and I knew I wasn't the same person I had been before. I had walked through loss, leaned on God in ways I never imagined, and learned lessons I couldn't keep to myself.
 
This book is the result of those prayers and questions. It's my attempt to put into words the journey God has led me through-both the heartbreak and the healing. I don't pretend to have all the answers, but I do know this: God is faithful. He carried me through the hardest season of my life, and I believe He can use my story to encourage someone else walking a similar path.
 
If you have ever wondered where God is in the midst of grief, or if your story still has meaning after loss, I invite you to walk with me through these pages. This is our story-but more than that, it's a testimony to the goodness of God.